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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    2:02 pm
    @@@@@Later, when she floated again to the edges
    @@@@@Later, when she floated again to the edges of
    consciousness, she opened her mouth in readiness, eager for the
    dreamless darknessInstead there was a cold wet cloth wiping her
    lips, and a voice she knew but couldn't rememberKatie Scarlett O'Hara Her mind searched,
    faded, strengthened-Colum
    Why didn't he let her sleep if he was her friend? Why didn't he give
    her the medicine before the pain came back? "Katie Scarlett She
    opened her eyes halfway
    Light hurt them, and she closed the lids"That's a good girl,
    Scarlett darlingOpen your eyes, I've something for you His
    coaxing tone was insistentScarlett's eyes openedSomeone had
    moved
    the lamp, and the dimness was easyThere's my friend Colum
    She tried to smile, but memory flooded her mind, and her lips
    crumpled
    into childlike bubbling sobs"The baby's dead, ColumPut me to
    sleep again The wet cloth
    stroked her cheeks, wiped her mouth"No, no, no, Scarlett, no, no,
    the baby's here, the baby's not dead Slowly the meaning became
    clearNot dead, said her mind"Not dead?" said Scarlett
    She could see Colum's face, Colum's smile"Not dead, mavourneen,
    not
    dead Scarlett turned her head on the pillowWhy was
    it so hard, just to turn her head? A pale bundle in someone's hands
    was th
    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
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    mean, do you think that maybe theytried this?
    Her unexpected fear caught me midlaughI choked on the hot air, my chest throbbing from my
    fit of morbid hysteriaBy the time I could breathe again, balenciaga motorcycle all trace of my black humor was gone
    Instinctively, my eyes swept the desert void, looking for some evidence that I was not the first
    to waste my life this wayThe plain was impossibly vast, but I couldn't halt my frantic search
    for… remainselanie was already comforting herselfHe would chanel pearl never
    come out here unprepared like we didHe'd never put Jamie in danger
    I'm sure you're right,I told her, wanting to believe it as much as she did'm sure no one else in
    the whole universe could be this stupidBesides, he probably never came to lookHe probably
    never figured it outI was barely diaper bag gucci aware of the actionIt meant so little in the face of the
    distance aheadAnd even if we were magically transported to the very base of the mesa, what
    then? I was absolutely positive there was nothing thereNo one waited at the mesa to save us
    “We're going to die,” I saidI was surprised that gucci twirl watch there was no fear in my rasping voiceThis
    was just a fact like any otherThis, death, was easier to accept than that our efforts had been guided
    by insanity
    “That doesn't bother you?”
    She thought for a moment before answering
    At least I died tryingI never gave them awayI did my best to
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    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
    2:10 pm
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    eyes from the high grass, which had now begun to
    shakeThen it parted, and the alligator came at
    himI had seen them on the Discovery Channel and
    National Geographic specials, but nothing prepared
    me for how fast that thing could move on those
    stub-legsThe grass had brushed most of the mud
    from its rudiment of a face, and I could see its
    enormous smile
    "Now!" Jack screamedThe report was bags dolce gabbana tremendous - it went
    rolling away like something solid, something made
    of stone - and the result was tremendous, as well
    The top half of the alligator's head came off in a
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    cloud of mud, blood, and fleshIt didn't slow
    down; to the contrary, those stubby legs seemed to
    speed up as it ran off the last thirty feet or so
    I could hear the grass whickering harshly along
    its plated sides
    The barrel of the gun hermes purse rose with the recoilI've never seen calm like that,
    and it still amazes meWhen the gun came back to
    dead level, the alligator was no more than fifteen
    feet awayHe fired again, and the second bullet
    lifted the thing's front half to the sky,
    revealing a greenish-white bellyFor a moment it
    seemed to be dancing on its tail, like a happy
    gator in a Disney cartoon
    "Yahh, you ugly bastard!" Jack screamed"Fuck purse logo ya
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    The gun again rose with the recoilOnce again,
    Wireman let itThe alligator thumped down on its
    side, belly exposed, the stubs of its legs
    thrashing, its tail whipping and tearing up grass
    and earth in clotsWhen the muzzle came back
    level, Wireman pulled the trigger again, and the
    center of the thing's belly seemed to disintegrate
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    it lay was mostly red instead of green
    I looked for the heron
    Wireman got up, and I saw he was shakingHe
    walked toward the alligator - although not quite
    within the radius of the still-whipping tail - and
    pumped two more rounds into itThe tail gave a
    final convulsive whack against the ground, the
    body a final jerk, and then it was still
    He turned to Jack and held up the automatic in a
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    Friday, December 31st, 2010
    2:10 pm
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    “Phoo! Phoo! Do not be so shamefacedYou’ll do it very well
    Every allowance will be made for youWe do not expect perfection
    You must get a brown gown, and a white apron, and a mob cap, and
    we must make you a few wrinkles, and a little of the crowsfoot at
    the corner of your eyes, and you will be a very proper, little old
    woman
    “You must excuse me, indeed you must excuse me,” cried Fanny,
    growing more and more red from excessive agitation, and looking
    distressfully at Edmund, who was kindly observing her; but unwilling
    to exasperate his brother by interference, gave her only an encouraging
    smileHer entreaty had no effect on Tom: he only said
    again what he had said before; and it was not merely Tom, for the
    requisition was now backed by Maria, and Mr
    Yates, with an urgency which differed from his but in being tiffany heart tag more
    gentle or more ceremonious, and which altogether was quite overpowering
    to Fanny; and before she could breathe after it, MrsNorris
    completed the whole by thus addressing her in a whisper at once
    angry and audible—”What a piece of work here is about nothing: I
    am quite ashamed of you, Fanny, to make such a difficulty of obliging
    your cousins in a trifle of this sort—so kind as they are to you!
    Take the part with a good grace, and let us hear no more of the
    matter, I entreat
    “Do not urge her, madam,” said Edmund“It is not fair to urge
    her in this mannerYou see she does not like to actLet her chuse for
    herself, as well as the rest of usHer judgment may be quite as safely
    trustedDo not urge her any more
    “I am not going to urge her,” replied MrsNorris sharply; “but I
    shall think her a very obstinate, ungrateful hermes replica girl, if she does not do
    what her aunt and cousins wish her—very ungrateful, indeed, considering
    who and what she is
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    Edmund was too angry to speak; but Miss Crawford, looking for
    a moment with astonished eyes at MrsNorris, and then at Fanny,
    whose tears were beginning to shew themselves, immediately said,
    with some keenness, “I do not like my situation: this place is too hot
    for me,” and moved away her chair to the opposite side of the table,
    close to Fanny, saying to her, in a kind, low whisper, as she placed
    herself, “Never mind, my dear Miss Price, this is a cross evening:
    everybody is cross and teasing, but do not let us mind them”; and
    with pointed attention continued to talk to her and endeavour to
    raise her spirits, in spite of being out of spirits herselfBy a look at
    her brother she gold gucci watch prevented any farther entreaty from the theatrical
    board, and the really good feelings by which she was almost purely
    governed were rapidly restoring her to all the little she had lost in
    Edmund’s favour
    Fanny did not love Miss Crawford; but she felt very much obliged
    to her for her present kindness; and when, from taking notice of her
    work, and wishing she could work as well, and begging for the pattern,
    and supposing Fanny was now preparing for her appearance,
    as of course she would come out when her cousin was married, Miss
    Crawford proceeded to inquire if she had heard lately from her
    brother at sea, and said that she had quite a curiosity to see him, and
    imagined him a very fine young man, and advised Fanny to get his
    picture drawn before he went to sea again—she could not help admitting
    it to be very sale gucci handbags agreeable flattery, or help listening, and answering
    with more animation than she had intended
    The consultation upon the play still went on, and Miss Crawford’s
    attention was first called from Fanny by Tom Bertram’s telling her,
    with infinite regret, that he found it absolutely impossible for him
    to undertake the part of Anhalt in addition to the Butler: he had
    been most anxiously trying to make it out to be feasible, but it would
    not do; he must give it up“But there will not be the smallest difficulty
    in filling it,” he added“We have but to speak the word; we
    may pick and chuseI could name, at this moment, at least six young
    men within six miles of us, who are wild to be admitted into our
    company, and there are one or two that would not disgrace us: I
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    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
    2:02 pm
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    Sixth Day: 347 Japanese -- 1 American
    Ninth Day: 502 Japanese -- 4 Americans

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    Wednesday, December 29th, 2010
    2:02 pm
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    needAnd that's what he wantsFarming Tara, to put a
    finger on itHe says his grandpa built Tara with no more schooling
    than he's got and he don't see why he should have to be any
    different
    The boy's earrings chanel not like me, ScarlettHell, I can't hardly do more than
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    He had four years at the fancy school you had him at in Atlanta and
    three more here in the schoolhouse and on the landHe knows all a
    country boy needs to knowThat's what he is, Scarlett, a country boy,
    and he's happy at itI'd hate to see you mess pearl chanel him upWho did Will Benteen think he was talking to?
    She was Wade's mother, she knew what was best for him"Long as
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    the
    County Court HouseSeems like you done got hold of Carreen's
    share
    I don't know what your thinking is, Scarlett, and I ain't askingBut
    I'm telling you thisIf anybody comes up the road flapping something
    legal at me 'bout taking Tara, I plan to meet 'em at the end of the
    drive with a shotgun in my fake louis vuitton bags hand
    "Will, I swear on a stack of Bibles, I'm not planning to do anything to
    Tara Scarlett was grateful it was the truthWill's softspoken
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    be
    "I'm glad to hear itMy figuring is it should be Wade'sHe's your
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    Monday, December 27th, 2010
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    The picture in my head had turned so grisly that I couldn't bear itI tried to focus on my
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    Jeb paused for a moment, the gun held at his waist, pointing outwardHe stared all around the
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    He did not walk directly across the cavern, instead keeping close to the curve of the wallI
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    the floor–a very large spaceNo one stood on this darker groundI was too frightened to do
    more than notice the anomaly; I didn't even guess at a reason
    There were small movements as we circled the silent roomThe bending woman straightened,
    twisting at the waist to watch us goThe gesturing man folded his louis vuitton vernis arms across his chestAll
    eyes narrowed, and all faces tightened into expressions of rageHowever, no one moved toward
    us, and no one spokeWhatever Kyle and the others had told these people about their
    confrontation with Jeb, it seemed to have had the effect Jeb was hoping for
    As we passed through the grove of human statues, I recognized Sharon and chanel ceramic watch Maggie eyeing us
    from the wide mouth of one openingTheir expressions were blank, their eyes coldThey did
    not look at me, only Jeb
    It felt like years later when we finally reached the far side of the cavernJeb headed for a
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    Sunday, December 26th, 2010
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    I leaned my head back against the moss-slimy coral,
    closed my eyes, and reached outI kept reaching
    until I touched something smooth and roundThen
    my first two fingers slipped into an indentation
    that was almost certainly an eyesocketAnd since
    I was sure it had been Adriana's skull Jack had
    crushed -
    All's ending as well as can be at this end of the
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    "May I keep your bracelets? There might be more to
    doI was afraid I had another thing coming
    "Edgar?" Wireman sounded worried"Who you talking
    to?"
    "The one who really stopped her," I said
    And because the one who really stopped her did not
    tell me she would have her bracelets back, I kept
    them on and began the slow and painful work of
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    getting to my feetDislodged bone-fragments and
    bits of moss-encrusted ceramic showered gucci tote down
    around my feetMy left knee - my good one - felt
    swollen and tight against the torn cloth of my
    pantsMy head was throbbing and my chest was on
    fireThe ladder looked at least a mile high, but
    I could see the dark shapes of Jack and Wireman
    hanging over the rim of the cistern, waiting to
    grab me when - if - I managed to haul myself into
    grabbing-range
    I thought: There's a three-quarter moon tonight,
    and I can't see it until I get out of this hole in
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    The moon had risen fat and yellow above the
    eastern horizon, casting its glow on the lush
    jungle growth that overbore the south end of the
    Key and gilding the east side of John Eastlake's
    ruined mansion, where he had once lived with his
    housekeeper and his six girls - happily enough, I
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    changed things
    It also gilded the ancient, coral-encrusted
    skeleton that lay on the mattress of trampled
    vines cartier watch santos Jack and Wireman had uprooted to free the
    cistern capLooking at Emery Paulson's remains, a
    snatch of Shakespeare from my high school days
    recurred, and I spoke it aloud: "Full fathom five
    thy father liesthose are pearls that were his
    eyes
    Jack shivered violently, as if stroked by a keen
    wet windHe actually clutched himself
    Wireman bent and picked up one thin, trailing arm
    It snapped in three without a soundEmery Paulson
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    Saturday, December 25th, 2010
    2:11 pm
    @@@@@There must be a sort of shyness; but I
    @@@@@There must be a
    sort of shyness; but I cannot recollect that our evenings formerly
    were ever merry, except when my uncle was in townNo young
    people’s are, I suppose, when those they look up to are at home”
    “I believe you are right, Fanny,” was his reply, after a short consideration
    “I believe our evenings are rather returned to what they
    were, than assuming a new characterThe novelty was in their being
    livelyYet, how strong the impression that only a few weeks will
    give! I have been feeling as if we had never lived so before
    “I suppose I am graver than other people,” said Fanny“The evenings
    do not appear long to meI love to hear my uncle talk of the
    West IndiesI could listen to him for an hour togetherIt entertains
    me more than many other things have done; but then I am unlike
    other people, I dare say
    “Why should you dare say that?” (smiling)“Do you want to be
    told that you are only unlike other people in being more wise and
    discreet? But when did you, or anybody, ever get a compliment from
    me, Fanny? Go to my father if you want to be complimentedAsk your uncle what he thinks, and you will hear
    compliments enough: and though they may be chiefly on your person,
    you must put up with it, and trust to his seeing as much beauty
    of mind in time
    Such language was so new to Fanny that it quite embarrassed her
    “Your uncle thinks you very pretty, dear Fanny—and that is the
    long and the short of the matterAnybody but myself would have
    made something more of it, and anybody but you would resent that
    you had not been thought very pretty before; but the truth is, that
    your uncle never did admire you till now—and now he doesYour
    complexion is so improved!—and you have gained so much countenance!—
    and your figure—nay, Fanny, do not turn away about it—it
    is but an uncleIf you cannot bear an uncle’s admiration, what is to
    become of you? You must really begin to harden yourself to the idea
    of being worth looking atYou must try not to mind growing up into
    a pretty woman
    “Oh! don’t talk so, don’t talk so,” cried Fanny, distressed by more
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    feelings than he was aware of; but seeing that she was distressed, he
    had done with the subject, and only added more seriously—
    “Your uncle is disposed to be pleased with you in every respect;
    and I only wish you would talk to him moreYou are one of those
    who are too silent in the evening circle
    “But I do talk to him more than I usedDid not
    you hear me ask him about the slave-trade last night?”
    “I did—and was in hopes the question would be followed up by
    othersIt would have pleased your uncle to be inquired of farthe
    Friday, December 24th, 2010
    2:02 pm
    @@@@@So call in every debt that’s owed to us in
    @@@@@So call in every debt that’s owed to us in Paris, London, Rome,
    Madrid—especially ParisSomeone’s got to know somethingWhere is Carlos now? Who are his
    points over here? He’s got eyes here in Washington, and whoever they are, they found Panov and
    me!” The former field officer again absently gripped his cane, staring at the window“Don’t you
    see?” he added quietly, as if talking to himself“We can’t let it happenOh, my God, we can’t let it
    happen!”
    Once more the emotional moment passed in silence as the men of the Central Intelligence
    Agency exchanged glancesIt was as though a consensus had been reached among them without a
    word being said; three pairs of eyes fell on CassetHe nodded, accepting his selection as the one
    closest to Conklin, and spoke
    “Alex, I agree that everything points to Carlos, but before we start spinning our wheels in
    Europe, we have to be sureWe can’t afford a false alarm because we’d be handing the Jackal a
    grail he’d have to go after, showing him how vulnerable we were where Jason Bourne is concerned
    From what you’ve told us, Carlos would pick up on a long-dormant operation known as Treadstone
    Seventy-one if only because none of our agents or subagents has been in his personal neighborhood
    for over a decade
    The retired Conklin studied Charles Casset’s pensive sharp-featured face“What you’re saying
    is that if I’m wrong and it isn’t the Jackal, we’re ripping open a thirteen-year-old wound and
    presenting him with an irresistible kill
    “I guess that’s what I’m saying
    “And I guess that’s pretty good thinking, CharlieI’m operating on externals, aren’t I?
    They’re triggering instincts, but they’re still externals
    “I’d trust those instincts of yours far more than I would any polygraph—”
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    “So would I,” interrupted Valentino“You saved our personnel in five or six sector crises when
    all the indicators said you were wrongHowever, Charlie’s got a legitimate querySuppose it isn’t
    Carlos? We not only send the wrong message to Europe, but, more important, we’ve wasted time
    “So stay out of Europe,” mused Alex softly, again as if to himselfGo after
    the bastards herePull them in and break themI’m the target, so let them come
    after me
    “That would entail far looser protection than I envisage for you and D
    Thursday, December 23rd, 2010
    2:03 pm
    @@@@@The Queen is a fine ruler but an dull
    @@@@@The Queen is a fine ruler but an dull womanNo,
    the Castle in Dublin is ruled by Her representative, the ViceroyYou
    will be presented to him and to Vicereine in the Throne Room
    Montague painted a picture for Scarlett of pomp and splendor beyond
    anything she'd heard ofIt made Charleston's Saint Cecilia sound like
    nothing at And it made Scarlett want success in Dublin society with all
    heartThat would put Rhett Butler in his placeHe wouldn't important
    to her at allIt was safe to tell her now, Charlotte thoughtAfter
    this week's success the invitation will surely come
    There's no longer a chance that I'll lose the deposit on the suite at
    the Shelbourne that I booked for the Season when I got Scarlett's note
    last year"Where's my precious Cat?" Scarlett called when she ran
    into the house"Momma's home, sweetheart She found Cat, after a
    half hour's search, in the stables sitting atop Half MoonShe looked
    frighteningly small on the big horse
    Scarlett muted her voice, so that she wouldn't spook Half Moon
    "Come to Momma, darling, and give me a hug Her heart thumped
    out of
    rhythm while she watched her child jump down into the straw near the
    powerful, metal-shod hoovesCat was out of Scarlett's sight until her
    small dark face popped up over the half door to the stallShe was
    climbing it, not opening itScarlett knelt to catch her in an
    embrace"Oh, I'm so happy to see you, angel
    Did you miss me?"
    "Yes Cat wriggled out of her arms
    Well, at least she missed me, she's never said that before
    Scarlett stood up when the warm surge of love for Cat subsided into
    the
    total devotion that was her habitual emotion
    Wednesday, December 22nd, 2010
    2:12 pm
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    But Doc was beyond caring about the slight to me“You found something!”
    “Morphine–there's not muchI would have gotten here sooner if the Seeker hadn't pinned me
    down out there
    Doc was instantly in actionI heard him rustling through something papery, and he crowed in
    delight“Jared, you're the miracle man!”
    “Doc, just a sec…”
    But Doc was at my side already, his haggard face alight with anticipationHis hands were busy
    with a small syringeHe stuck the tiny needle into the crease at Walter's elbow, on the arm that
    was attached to meI turned my face awayIt seemed so horribly invasive to stab something
    through his skin
    I couldn't argue with the results, thoughWithin half a minute, Walter's entire body relaxed,
    melting into a pile of loose flesh against the thin mattressHis breathing went from harsh and
    urgent to whispery and evenHis hand relaxed, freeing mine
    I massaged my left hand with my right, trying to bring the blood back to my fingertipsLittle
    prickles followed the flow of blood under my skin
    “Uh, Doc, there really isn't enough for that,” Jared murmured
    I looked up from Walter's face, peaceful at lastJared had his back to me, but I could see the
    surprise in Doc's expression
    “Enough for what? I'm not going to save this for a rainy day, JaredI'm sure we'll wish we had
    it again, and too soon, but I'm not going to let Walter scream in agony while I have a way to
    help him!”
    “That's not what I meant,” Jared saidHe spoke the way he did when he'd already thought
    about something long and hardSlow and even, like Walter's breath
    Doc frowned, confused
    Sunday, December 19th, 2010
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    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
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